Mind your young eyes while I goes on somewhat of a vague rant.

I can't believe that after what... 3 years of joining Youtube, and 2 years of being socially active on Youtube, that my theory from oh so long ago holds true to this day almost exactly. What am I talking about? Well...

Aside from the d-bags as seen;

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Almost everyone I've spoken to and become friendly with after meeting Envy (SuperVillian7)... Everyone who I've -tried- to perhaps make a decent friend in, turns out to have a lovely secret agenda. By this I mean they are either just a flat out ass-kisser, brown-noser, leecher, liar, or some Godawful mix of some, or all of these. And I'm not just talking about obvious little noobs either (lol hai b mah frend?). I mean people I actually extended a hand to, or thought might deserve a little respect. Wow, was that idea sure blown to shit.

It's not even disrespect or hurt caused personally to me, but also to my (real)friends. Then, feebly covering it up with ass-kiss attempts. I can't tell you how often that happens with the general noobs in public, but for it to be going on behind the scenes where I thought people were different? Holy fuck. My theory proves true!

Oh, I never did SAY what my theory was, did I? Well.

Basically, early on I had noticed that pretty much anyone I tried to be friendly with after Envy had a secret agenda. So, back then I figured enough was enough; there's probably no way I could make another decent, normal, close friend again. That stuck with me for a while; but being the person that I am, I still (foolishly?) had hope in some people and reached out to them despite my worries. Roflcopter, and now see where it's went? I should of just relied on my original instinct. (This excludes 2 certain retards... I think you gheys know who you are.)

It's kinda sad that I've had more decent, honest conversations with people on my alternate YT account (Not ShadowLeggeh, an entirely new one). I guess something about the name 'ShadowLeggy' throws people into a retarded state of butt-fuckery and they just act like total shits.

Well, that's my rant about my now apparent inability to make friends on here anymore. I'm gonna stray away from this now and go on a somewhat related, but somewhat different topic now.

-Assumptions- of friends. I think I made it clear though who ISN'T a friend via Stream videos and all that. The reason I did that was because I was sick to death of people assuming I'm; or any of my friends are still chummy with the douchebags that tried fucking us over. But like I said, that's probably a tad more clear now. Some assumptions go deeper then that though.

You know who I'm really starting to hate anymore? Animators. No offense, anyone who does. Maybe that's a broad generalization, but I don't mean EVERY animator. Just some that.... ugh. It's fuckin retarded. And what I mean goes along the lines of, what I feel should be the obvious:

This isn't so much their faults, but people assuming I'm butt-buddies with every animator on the fuckin YT planet. OMG LEGGY, THIS GIRL/GUY DRAWS U MUST BE HER/HIS BFF!!!1! How about no, sure she/he draws but I never talked to her/him in my fuckin life? Shit like that just get irritating after a while.

****For a positive anecdote, let me just say one cool person who animates and I never had an beef with is JeanetteRyokuX. She hasn't animated in a while to my knowledge but she's fuckin' awesome, with original ideas, drawings, and personality. Her drawings are bitchin' too. Granted I don't know her well, but she's still awesome. XD****

To back up the above (negative) statement, usually that instinct to think I'm BFF's with someone is backed by that they include me in videos or drawings... sometimes a lot, sometimes only once or twice. Let's just put this out here right now:

JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE DRAWS AND/OR ANIMATES ME INTO SOMETHING DOESN'T MAKE US CLOSE FRIENDS, BUDDIES, OR EVEN ACQUAINTANCES.

Again, I know that's not -completely- fault of the animator at hand, but in some cases I'm almost positive that's what they WANT people to think. That, or just using me as some dancing monkey gig to lure people in with questions and curiosity. Sometimes it's easy to tell who's just making a fan tribute, and who's trying to pull some strings for their own selfish gain. If they're talented or not, I still find it pretty fucked up that they use me, a real living person as some tool for their greed.

Then of course, there's just the direct copying, whether it be drawing style, animation style, ideas, titles, what have you. I'm not saying I'm the most original thing to walk the earth, I mean I parody a game that I certainly don't own rights to. But just... really now, originally is dead when it comes to some drawings and animations and ideas anymore. And hell, it doesn't even just happen to be, it's branched out to people copying my friends as well. Fucking pathetic. Especially when even better; the person/people behind it act like they're such original, hot shit.

I think that about does it for now. To sum it all up, people fucking suck. Some of you may even know WHY I'm on this rant, or think it involves you; I urge that if you do, and want to address me about it, I'd prefer you did it by either DevArt Note in private, or if you have other means of contacting me more directly. If you make a big deal about this in the comments, well that even more proves that all you want out of this is more attention and more 'views', thus fueling the patheticz0rz.

Basically, the title of this journal is what I want. No more friends. Please, really. I know I must sound so tight-assed but at this point I really don't give a shit. I have plenty of friends now; REAL friends who haven't fucked me over. Or if times seemed tough, we got through it with honesty and understanding. And to think that some people assume we like this drama bullshit. There's a difference between fueling drama, and just standing the fuck up for yourself and your friends.

But yeah, really, no more friends please. That just proves to almost always be a huge fucking disappointment, especially when I thought all the bullshit was over. And please don't flood the comments with "I'll be ur friend leggeh" cause I'll rip your nuts and/or tits out through your ass.

Maybe you'll catch a chat with my alternate account on YT some day, where I'm more socially active. Lord knows she gets treated more like a human then I do. Chatting buddies are fine, support is fine, general conversation is fine, but trying to nose in and be a closer friend.... no thanks. So for your sake, my sake, and my friends sake if you wanted to do that...

Please stay the fuck away, kthx.