Since I can’t talk to you on MSN or fuck, anywhere in general (lawl ‘deviously denied’, seriously now… then I guess I’ll say it here… Didn't wanna make a spectacle on YT since more people there watch but, yeah.

All I tried to do was help, but no, I’m the stupid one as usual, you just know it all, huh? Why bother to believe what stupid little ol’ me says when you can just sit in ignorant bliss, listening to lies spouted from him instead? Well, I guess if a guy told me everything I wanted to hear and pleased me in such ways I guess I’d get all giggly and immature too, and take his word over that of a friends… Yes, right, cause that’s all this is. And I can understand you’re pissed that I vented out some on here, Streams, wherever… I could of probably addressed the issue a little better if you were maybe uhhh, actually around?! And now YOU block ME on MSN, as if it makes a difference, as if you were ever even around anyway. Who else am I supposed to turn to?! If my best friend isn’t even there for me, or won’t even hear me out, I’m not just gonna bottle it up, that would of driven me crazy.

But you know, I just didn’t want to hurt you over this so I tried to help best I could by talking to him personally. And what else could I expect; he tries to kiss my ass and then goes crying to you, when really for the most part it was just between me and him. Yeah I have been kinda bitter that you’re either never around or only talk about him when you show up… then once you’re done with that you up and leave. I just wish you’d get it through your head the things he’s said about you and the fact he hits on anything with tits. But fine, you’re gonna be this way? Don’t even get me started on what you said in the Stream… Unlike you I’m not an open book about myself, and doing what you did was totally uncalled for, I was only trying to fucking help. I thought I could trust and confide in you but it looks like you’re just like any old asshole who would take advantage of me just to expose or embarrass me.

Heh, with that being said I’m sure it won’t be hard to find someone else anyway, because FYI I do have other people I talk to and consider REAL friends so if you thought you were special there, don’t be so hasty… To think we used to joke about this kinda shit too, and you just had to go and make it a reality you little drama queen you.

So now, my apologies to everyone having to read this but I can’t keep my mouth shut anymore, and I’m kinda on my last rope here since I’ve been blocked by every other means. Maybe I can even get a little help talking some sense into her, if you haven’t figured out who by now, it’s Mj, some bullshit with her new boyfriend Kevin. He’s literally like scum of the earth, and Mj here can’t seem to stand my opinion here, despite the fact I KNOW he’s done some pretty bad shit. It’s getting clearer to me now though that she’d really prefer to take the word of some guy she’s known for what, less then a month? Over mine, and then when I try to help, she thanks me by spreading shit about me on the Stream… Yeah, wonderful friend. So like we used to sadly joke about, who wants to be my friend now, lawl?!?!? Although I wonder if I can even trust anyone anymore.